For the past 5 months, I have been learning and implementing JavaScript, but I was struggling with applying proper logic in my code. Despite trying multiple tutors and reading materials, I couldn’t understand much. I ended up just implementing and experimenting, and if it worked, great, but if not, I’d either seek help on ChatGPT or Claude or search for the optimal solution. Two days ago, I remembered there was a playlist called “Namaste JavaScript” that I had come across during my sophomore year in college. At that time, the creator was gaining popularity, but I was preoccupied with learning various things and figuring out what would work best for me. I also invested time in learning and implementing DSA (Data Structures and Algorithms) multiple times, but still couldn’t grasp the concepts. I even switched between multiple programming languages and purchased several Udemy courses worth 6k, and 5k on Online institutions but I kept blaming myself for not having any kind of guidance instead of taking accountability. I kept blaming my surroundings and the guidance tho I do have a mentor(he’s someone I know and I consider him as my elder brother and the only person I look up to) he guided me well in DSA and React Native but I felt like I wasn’t improving I don’t have a stronghold in any programming language I was able to get a good grasp of React native navigation and how components work and I again drop the idea because I was having trouble messing around I have decided to start Javascript challenge where I won’t only be learning I’ll be sharing it here on ‘Medium’ and will connect with like-minded people who might give a hand to climb me. I know very basics of every tech stack but I was never able to get into the depth maybe I was afraid of putting into the work. I looked out for internships in React Native, and Backend with Node js as well but there are people outside who do things without a thought who would I hire if I don’t have any confidence in myself? I even tried to apply for an unpaid internship just for the sake of guidance and an experience certificate but I’ve decided that from today onward I’ll be writing a blog about everything I’m going to learn and publish here hope I’ll be able to connect with the people I’m looking for who’re willing to help a newbie. I’m fully bullish on Javascript and then I’ll move on to frameworks React JS and React Native as well they both are different frameworks but React Native uses a lot of components that React Js has made so It won’t be difficult to learn simultaneously or one by one but first priority is going to be Javascript. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this rant. I want to be accountable for my actions and share everything with everyone.