So Long, and Thanks for all the Fish World of Warcraft

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Jose Gonzalez

Posted on July 12, 2018

So Long, and Thanks for all the Fish World of Warcraft

About 5 minutes ago, I finally uninstalled World of Warcraft.

10 minutes ago I said goodbye to my guild I stumbled on my last crazy adventure of leveling up a Orc Warrior to the current level cap (lv 110).

Right now, I'm writing this article with a bittersweet taste in my mouth.

Sweet because I'm finally done playing World of Warcraft as posted in my 7 day challenge series.

Bitter because I found a bunch of nice people in a virtual world that I didn't want to leave. Much like you guys are here at Dev.to.

But my decision has been made and there is no turning back.

Let's take a brief look at what has happened.

Last time

[Narrator voice]
...on Dragon Ball Z!!

Nah, I won't recap the entire journey.

If you need a quick refresh, please check out the kick off article. The last day entry was a turn around point.

Short Adventure Summary

First of all, it was insane!

I was playing 3-4hrs on weekdays and 8hrs+ on weekdays. It was aggressively stupid.

Why? - I can hear you ask.

Because I was focus (read: obsessed) with reaching level cap as soon as possible.

First week. šŸ™‚
I was enjoying myself in the game. I wasn't obsessing to reach level cap. I had a plan what areas to level up and what dungeons to do.

The second week. šŸ˜“
This is where I started to push harder than I should. I was getting tired both physically and mentally.

But I think I reached level 60 by this point. It was getting crazy.

If it hadn't been for that guild I mentioned earlier, I definitely would've called it quits then.

Third week šŸ˜Ø
This was the turning point. There was little enjoyment here and got to obsess pretty bad. It felt like the good ol' days of my obsession. I was really tired, annoyed and anxious...I was a wreck.

This is where the guild came in and helped me power level. I didn't ask but they were help other guild members. I went in for the ride. This is when I built rapport with some of the guild members.

They helped me reach level 98. Good enough to play content from the Legion expansion.

But things weren't going well...

Fourth week šŸ¤§šŸ˜µ
I crashed. My body finally gave out. I exhausted myself beyond belief. In other words, I burnout.

Burnout from a game? - You may be thinking.

Yes, but also burnout from my work place.

It is said that an addiction is an escape mechanism. And I was escaping work related issues.

"You have been burning the candle from both ends.", said my doctor when I went to see her, "you must rest!".

And I did.

My body forced me to. I had to take sick days off from work. I reached a point of no return.

Fifth week. šŸ¤•
Eventually, I'd catch up on some rest and reach level cap: lv. 110 without really trying. To be honest, I didn't even noticed when I reached lv. 110 with my Orc Warrior.

Stepping Away

I wish I could tell you I stopped playing right there and then. But I didn't.

The habit (read: addiction) was too strong. I ended up making another character with much less obsession but still dedicating too much time to the game.

This is when I made my decision to really quit the game.

First Step of Many!

I decided this a little over two weeks ago from the time of writing this article.

I have not played WoW for almost a week and half. I'm doing great.

With the exception of logging in today to say goodbye to my guild, I have not played at all.

Anyone dealing with an addiction knows how critical the first days are.

I'm not out the woods yet. I have a long way to go.

One day at the time

What's next?

Continue to get plenty of rest. šŸ˜“

Here are some immediate improvements:

šŸ”„ My eyes don't burn
šŸ˜ I'm not as cranky as I used to be.
šŸ§˜ā€ā™‚ļø I have a clear mind and present in the moment.
āš” Next week, I'll be giving another lightning talk at my local user group!
šŸ’– I have more content coming down for you!

I will have more challenges, more crazy adventures and wild stories to share.

All in all to help you be a better developer and more importantly a better person.

Thank you for reading and till next time!

What would your journey say? šŸ˜Š

šŸ’– šŸ’Ŗ šŸ™… šŸš©
josegonz321
Jose Gonzalez

Posted on July 12, 2018

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